jean duvert

jean ✧ 23 ✧ m ✧ some fuck in shibuya ✧ perpetually tired

[jean duvert @pegasotrash]

@dogteeth_ @ardenticorvum thanks

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@Frostpebble @laprincenico oh! thank you!! 😊

[jean duvert @pegasotrash]

@ichirolovemaiI @laprincenico a bad crying

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whoa people still manage to find me on this??

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the other day i was so stressed out that i accidentally made the most gourmet sandwich for koga and he ended up just sitting there eating it all in silence before he kept talking

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so first i was serving a prince now im a space warrior guys boyfriend?

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ig im 23 aka ive officially lived almost a quarter of my life dead, half of that quarter as a god, all of that ready for a second death at any moment

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wow im still here somehow, is this what being old is like

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lol

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its been 6 months and everything's the same in case youre wondering

shiro had her birthday a month ago and im a proud dad

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63 people care enough to follow this account and every sad nihilistic tweet that comes out of it

welcome

[jean duvert @pegasotrash]

thats right it was about two years since the last time i got brainwashed

i think

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i did not sleep at all

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@roseofjustice_ just a pesky reaper who doesnt know when to just be gone i guess

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time to be a responsible dad and check on my daughter after we both got brainwashed again i guess

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oh no thatd definitely be the time i swan dove into the fucking static and was in a coma for a month i think that would count

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im trying to think of whether two years ago was the last time i tried to kill myself and i think it was sooner than that lol

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im weak as hell anyway. physical strength means nothing if your minds this fragile haha

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sometimes i wonder if it was better to be a mindless killing machine rather than whatever pathetic shit i am now

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im at my wits end of all this i fucking swear