peggy

from the earth to the morgue • mcr/cheekface • honda navi

[peggy @peggykilll]

chat i made some @cheekfaceREAL posters

[peggy @peggykilll]

petition to schedule all future cheekface shows in chicago at least .25 miles from half shell restaurant

[peggy @peggykilll]

my workout routine is just 4 songs from just dance 1 in this exact order until failure

[peggy @peggykilll]

father son and holy spirit
(cheekface, garfield and britney)

[peggy @peggykilll]

@cheekfaceREAL W neighbor kid brought it to my house but now im finding out the cassette player on my stereo doesnt work

[peggy @peggykilll]

watching everyone enjoy their cheekface cassette and mine was accidentally delivered to someone else’s house

[peggy @peggykilll]

@cheekfaceREAL cheekface is my dad

[THEE EXECUTIONER @MUSEUMOFTERROR]

I mean this with zero exaggeration, this is one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen in my entire fucking life and I almost teared up over it

[peggy @peggykilll]

@cheekfaceREAL a substantial amount, greg

[peggy @peggykilll]

@SRIP505 thank u random internet person

[peggy @peggykilll]

getting an autism (+adhd&ptsd) diagnosis/being medicated has really changed my life so much. 20 years being told i just have anxiety/depression but always felt off.

its so much easier to be nicer to and accommodate myself better now. its just really nice. that's all.

[peggy @peggykilll]

i want to meet nathan fielder so bad

[peggy @peggykilll]

did this with therapists for so long; even with them i felt i had to mask but with my autism screening i flat out said before we started that "i feel i unintentionally mask during appts to try and seem normal because its what i've always done" & she started writing immediately

[salem ִ ࣪𖤐.ᐟ @salemscrucible]

mentioned bpd to my psychologist n she laughed n said i don’t have bpd, so i admitted that ive been masking during our appointments for two years and a short list of coinkidinks n she just kinda stared like this for a while, then picked up her notepad n said let’s get into it

[peggy @peggykilll]

also i am EXTREMELY privileged to have been able to seek diagnosis. it costed well over $4k but with my new insurance it was $122. i never thought i would know this kind of mental security and peace and i am extremely thankful to have gotten it later than never. anyways bye.

[peggy @peggykilll]

i don’t think i updated here that i did in fact receive an autism diagnosis, in addition to adhd/combined and ptsd.

and comments below like “well you listen to cheekface so they should have known” are incredibly disrespectful and deduce autism down to a special interest quirk

[peggy @peggykilll]

they let me listen to cheekface during the computer portion of my autism screening test today :)

[peggy @peggykilll]

completely blind to who i really, really am after 30 years of masking, people pleasing, and not understanding how my brain works with my body. but yeah. i fucking love cheekface.

[peggy @peggykilll]

bought nintendogs again a couple years ago but my og DS is so fried i had to scream at the thing to talk to the dogs and that made me feel bad so i stopped playing it 😭

[latke @latkedelrey]

what if i cry

[peggy @peggykilll]

it sounds like my childhood and that makes me sad but also 🎼 oooooooombop ooombop ooooooooommmbop oombop 🎶

[peggy @peggykilll]

sister golden hair is a 50/50 i start crying or i realize life is beautiful and i never want to stop living

[peggy @peggykilll]

vienna is the worst song ever made do NOT play that shit around me (i can’t listen to even 0.0006 seconds of it or ill start crying)