This is the hardest time of my life so far, but life goes on very sadly and I must keep going. I need a huge time out but this isnt how life works. So many things happening and its getting harder but I am going to hold my head up and do my very best. Its how im wired.
Woke up today physically sick with stress whereby the room was spinning and I was vomiting. Another day off work. Slept the day away and rescheduled important meetings. This isnt fair. I dont deserve it.
Idc who are are, recent developments have taught me that I am to stay weary and question everything! Trust your gut! I thought I had a good thing and was understood. Evidently not!
2026 not the best start!!!!! Physically sick with stress, all the bloody curve balls being thrown and we are 18 days in.
What I will say though is my resilience is improving and I have an open mind.
Lets see how things move forward in time!
Honestly. I cannot comprehend what I have done exactly. This amount of appreciation from my friends. Its overwhelming. Its not the gifts or value, but the thought and willingness. I appreciate you all. Merry Xmas π I am feeling so loved its unreal. Here's to kindness!
The only thing u change, is how u react. Pick battles wisely. Energy is precious, use it wisely. Channel your efforts into something which will help you, not hinder you. Its foggy out here and we are humans who lose sight at times. Its fine. Just fix it before its too late
People spend far too much time stressing and trying to control issues which are quite frankly, out of their control. Such a waste of time and energy imo. Yeah we're all in a shit situation across the board. I get it. Im not saying people are wrong in their narrative- but....
@jonnymgdraws Symapthties. It's very sad to lose a doggy. My heart is still empty from losing my girl and I don't think it's going to be repaired. π