he was really broken and i wanted to take care of him, my father of course.. till now i want to take care of someone till theyre overcome with love for me and it spills and i taste its water. only a sip and watch them gush anew
my dad rarely spoke to me growing up and i would wait by the window for our downstairs male neighbor for months just to prove to an older man i was cool and worthy of love
i went into psychosis and heard like 250 diff voices speaking to me and lil peep was my bestfreind, i also threatened like a handful of different people with physical violence that i genuinley loved