pessimistic optimist

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

Beneath the surface I have seen,
The ugly truth behind the beauty queen.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

smile even when you're sad because life has to get better

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

don't let yourself down.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

we define ourselves by the best that is in us not the worst that has been done to us.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

So much to say ...

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

smiling can be the hardest thing to do.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

I loved you.
even when everyone said I was making the wrong choice.
I loved you.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

overwhelmed with sadness, no idea why.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

seek respect, not attention, it last longer.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

I let you become my happiness; and that's where I went wrong.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

I'd be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

I want to wake up where you are.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

I've got thoughts more tangled than my headphones.

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

you left me wondering .. what if?

[pessimistic optimist @pessimisticvibe]

every hello ends with goodbye.