You can and will learn from the errors and mistakes of the past, from wrong choices, decisions and actions but only when you are true to yourself and are ready to, you can lie to other people but you cannot lie to yourself, so if and when you are truly ready for change,
Ofc I asked him "tf you mean TWO, i thought it was ONE." He replied saying he purposely let another cat almost drown and pull it up, only to submerge the poor fucking cat again, then he left it on the ground, the next morning it died.