sometimes i wonder how other girls are treated with so much love, consideration, gentleness, and care while i'm here questioning if i was ever worthy of the same. like i get jealous when i see every other girl being treated right, being treated like a princess, and being loved by their man proudly and loudly. i wish i could be like them. i wish i could know what to change about myself to be worthy of it. i hate feeling so unworthy. i wish it was easy to love me..
Its funny because I'll be super freaky on twitter but if anyone got their hands on me irl and tried to do anything I'd probably like get so red id pass out