There will come a moment in this drama when your deepest prejudices and suspicions are confirmed.
Put that moment inside a glass bubble and hold it at arm's length. Turn it to one side, then the other. Examine it as a kind of alien artifact.
Do not identify with it.
To any future historians reading this, this era will make a lot more sense if you remember that every name is the opposite of what it really is. The antifascists are fascists, the antiracists are racists, the fact-checkers are propagandists, etc. Hopefully this has been fixed by your time.
This is the way it always goes with the Left's martyrs. They start by telling us this entirely fictional biographical story where the martyr was a benevolent and humble servant of the oppressed. Then when it turns out -- as it literally always does -- that he was actually a violent unhinged degenerate weirdo, they will immediately pivot and insist that his character and personal life don't matter actually.