there's an excellent book called nevada, and the first third of it is basically 'what happens when trans people forget to take their medication'. we need this shit.
not being able to make it more than 90 seconds into "Isn't she lovely" because I know the only way I'll ever be a mother is prostration before our evil adoption systems
what if just turn this into a dysphoria dump account? no one sees these anyway? Just every evil, dark thought written here. photos lamenting the things ill never change. how the effort is just too much? maybe
my entire life as a trans woman irl I've always been more comfortable hanging out with weird nerdy men who take a laissez-faire attitude to my queerness then i have with faux positive allies and petite queers because im way less likely to experience transmisogyny that way.