@Whirret9 I don’t know you’re current life situation in detail, however, I don’t think you are a disappointment at all and it is important that you love yourself and don’t listen to what others say about who you should be. I know it doesn’t mean alot coming from me, but I hope this helps.
@gdtrusta Sad to see you give up on your youtube career, but its good to hear you wont quit gd entirely. I wish you good luck on your future endeavors!