the last time i talked over a proper call with someone _everyday_ like a routine was when I was like 15 years old and in love.
apparently i'm 15 y/o and in love again, with another 15 y/o fucking nerd. god i'm so infatuated.
don't date your favourite artists
ends up they are all of that and even more
i hope we marry because i will never be able to have normal expectations on men ever again after him