gue mulai sadar, ternyata selama ini gue terlalu available. terlalu gampang di-reach, terlalu gampang bilang yes, terlalu gampang luluh. they literally only come around when they need something. meanwhile, pas gue yang butuh mereka, suddenly everyone's busy.
dih geli banget baca kyk gini dr orang yg suka ngehakimi aku pke dalil². Di keluargaku tuh bner² gaada safe place. cerita ke siapapun gaakan ngerasa safe. kecuali klo cerita ke mbahku yg dah ditanem
i hate my life
i hate my face
i hate my body
i hate how i walk
i hate how im living
i hate having no skills
i hate eating all the time
i hate not having a partner
i hate being an attention whore
i hate being an embarrassment