Iโm not attracted to young men MORE than papi! Iโm just coping! But unfortunately heโs going through gay midlife crisis. Iโll never love anyone more and Iโll leave Anyone for him! His fetish ruined both of our lives!
When Iโm forced to move out of my parents house I will refuse to be single ! I will refuse to be alone on this planet forever ! I am scared of being this lonely out in the real world! Itโs absolutely terrifying.
Not only for ruining my life but he should be ashamed of his disgusting nasty kink fetish that heโs pretending is normal now ๐๐i wish that helped me move on but nothing helps . Life is over !
I donโt want to dread my existence this extremely bad but I dread being here. I donโt know what to say or do to make it better . Nothing makes it better , this is it. This is fucked. My life got fucked . Itโs completely done .