top 5 manifestation horror stories
1. believing that i had to do a technique to manifest
2. subliminal reddit community
3. sammy ingram
4. thinking that there was something outside of me that was forcing me to not get my results
5. overconsumption and overcomplication
the reason i deactivated because i was (and still am) feeling pretty down and just wanted to distance myself from the whole nd community because it felt weird that i wasn’t even feeling fulfilled and didn’t want to come here to lie or spread negativity. then i was like. wait
stop trying to make it “click,” u just keep making it harder for yourself. why try to convince the character that this is real, the character isn’t source of anything. it’s just an appearance. the character’s emotions and opinions are irrelevant 😊
and its also when i start to accept things that happen to me and start living as the human just from a detached angle (negative way). i basically feel like someone trapped in a cell. and i know its also just appearing but feeling this way is exhausting in itself
i’m going to be honest i struggle a lot with dropping identification during adhd burnouts. like my neurons feel fried as hell i really can’t even ‘feel’ awareness, yk? and this is something i go through once a month too.