guys, accepting that your favourite person is also a big POS will save you some peace. learned it the hard way with formula one & musicians, trust me, you'll realise it was never your fault, they ruined it themselves and made you pay the price for supporting them
Everyone is like “someone write the fic / where is the fic” but you can seriously just befriend an author by complimenting their work and then one day say I have an idea pleaplepslsoelplese would u write this it works 90% of the time