And on that note I'm gonna disappear again because I feel like I'm being so desperate for friendship again and I thought I was loved but I think I'm just being tolerated and entertained I hate being like this k bye
Went back to my alma mater to return something and take pics today but the latter half of my plans couldn't happen so now I'm stuck somewhere pls this is such a cute outfit to go on dates on or serve cunt with friends with
Now why is this showing up for ppl?? ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
This was just me asking the universe for someone hot to take on romantic dates and kiss me and show me off or for my friends to hang out with me again (yearning)
Lol, now they break down and act hurt because I chose to have pictures with my friends and classmates over people I never chose to be related to. I wish I still cared.
I give them no credit for my degree and my survival. I'm only here now because throughout many nights, I chose to stay alive; I chose to talk to my friends; I chose to remember when they yelled at me to think abt how they felt about MY diagnosis and allowed myself to be angry.
No amount of making up for their bs now will take away the fact that their obsession with normalcy took away years of my life that I should've spent learning to focus instead on surviving my ADHD
So, no, I don't give a fuck if we have no pictures together. You don't deserve it.
I am purely motivated by spite and disdain but I don't want to give them any credit. Ik I sound heartless, and idc. They pushed me off the figurative edge multiple times that I only recognize my graduation as a celebration of me, my friends, and our shared efforts.
valid as FUCK actually. the reemergence and normalization of rape jokes is another reason why victims struggle to come forward. mind you all these men raped children! kids! minors! yall fucks disgust me.
Currently queued for #HoYoFEST2026 while listening to petal for the first time and I desperately want to leave my spot to dance/run/frolic to bad thing (bunny hop) inside OneAyala while it's empty, pretending I'm falling for someone who I don't want to fall for
My most controversial opinion as an autistic person is that I'd literally RATHER be traumadumped and overshared to than forced to make small talk. It's literally LESS emotional labour to me to hear someone's deepest emotions and feelings than it is to be forced to hold a casual polite conversation