okay finished the 17 songs and. um okay she snapped. hayley really went off. also i was literally crying through half the songs (well that also partly my own trauma thing happening but her lyrics triggered it so) and it was a beautiful experience and i am so glad to experience
she hit me right in my trauma tho cause that part so reminds me of spiraling down and crashing out over this guy this year that i thought was gonna treat me well but ended up being so cruel to me… and the coping i had to do after… oh god