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[weepy @pissluvrX3]

@remyyyyy12 im so sorry, i hope youre ok!

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

wanna relapse

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

no most recent bc ive been clean for a year, and no dream depth bc i just like cutting myself no matter the depth :p

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

wish i could be as open with my emotions on here as i used to be but i feel so cringe

[crittur @miwwmiu]

Stop being pregnant around my cigarettes

[miya of shedtwt (ฅ´ω`ฅ) @izurexic]

how i feel being a masochist and cutting myself

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

still havent gotten the surgery lol, i kept saying I would but im a pussy

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

boy bye who tf do u think i am?

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

publicly rotting

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

scratched my vag so hard my whole arm cramped up

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

relapse soon! #MyXAnniversary

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

ive been clean for 6 months, thats the longest ive been clean in 4 years. seeing my scars fade is difficult, i dont look like "myself". i cant stop looking at my old photos and feeling like im missing something

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

its Friday and i decided to look into different doctors 😝

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

im trying to do this on Friday, its not like mandatory, its a surgery that will improve my quality of life drastically, but im so fucking scared, i keep telling myself that in a year from now ill be happy i made this decision and ik i will, ik its not really that bad

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

its absolutely maddening, i feel like im going fucking crazy all the time. in 3 months from now ill be ok and in 6 months from now ill be 10× better, but right now, i am freaking out

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

im trying to do this on Friday, its not like mandatory, its a surgery that will improve my quality of life drastically, but im so fucking scared, i keep telling myself that in a year from now ill be happy i made this decision and ik i will, ik its not really that bad

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

but girl i am SCARED. everyone says it'll improve myself esteem and i will be in a lot less pain, but its a huge physical change, and ik i wont be able to recognize myself for a while, even my sister is scared. the reason im doing this is bc i cant live in constant pain anymore

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

no more procrastinating bitch.

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

im sick of being in constant pain, im sick of not being able to eat or breathe or move, im sick of the headaches and jaw pain, im sick of the ear pain and shaking. im so sick and the only way to fix it is surgery that ive been procrastinating for 4 years but im so scared.

[weepy @pissluvrX3]

i am a legal adult 🎉