ok so my mom hates me and hates having me around and hates that i don’t have friends and that i don’t like doing the stuff she does Okay so she hates me and i really should just fucking die already Oh okay
and she said she has plans for fourth of july that i wouldn’t like I don’t like the 4th because of fireworks i hate fireworks they get me overstimulated they’re too loud Ugh and i don’t want to hang out with my dad BECAUSE I FUCKING CANT BECAUSE WHERE THE FUCK WOULD WE HANG OUT?
i don’t like people i hate everyone i hate people i hate hanging out with people I hate summer i hate heat I hate kayaking i hate hiking i hate it i hate myself i hate my mom I really really should just fucking die already me doing stuff each week isn’t enough for her and i—