🌟 lydia

20 | not losing shit bcs i never lose

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

how i plan to get to ugw this july — accountability thread 🤍

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

i was 55kg two weeks ago like ill gen kms if im anything above 59.9 now

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

thinking if i should weight myself tomorrow morning hm… or do i want to be happy

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

damn im on a follow limit

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@IcPills yayy!

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

intro / looking for moots 🌟
#edtwt #edrtwt
— not new, on&off since 2021

• 20 • gw53 • 1,70m •
shtwt dni, basic twt dni

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

@Meow1192009 ur profile is sooo cute

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@kootokooo followeddd

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@sad_wh00re heyyy

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@justajuju06 heyyy

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

thinking if i should weight myself tomorrow morning hm… or do i want to be happy

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

last month my period came 10days late and now again its alrdy a week late.. is it really possible that i fucked up my period bcs i was eating 700kcal for 2 months straight

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

today omad! had 4 exams this week so i think i deserve!

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

when i was able to fit almost 3 fingers inbetweeen my thighgap and now only 1 fits after 2 week normal eating DAMNN

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

been watching cdramas lately bcs of exam stress and the actresses being so thin really triggers tf out of me

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

im scared as hell to weight myself… so after this binge cycle now ill look in until monday & then weight myself

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

@lowmiracal heyyy

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

if i didnt have such a sweet tooth for sweets i think id be so much thinner… thats def something i have to work on…

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

past 2 weeks ive been eating like 3000kcal a day and ive noticed i dont even fuck that much with food but damn i just cant keeo snacking

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

it gen scares me that even if i reach ugw it wont be forever like ill have to keep this up forever

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

4 exams in a week took me out but now tomorrow bavk on track.. prob gained like 3-4kg of fat from stress eating

[🌟 lydia @pixiecaloriez]

need to watch more c dramas just to compare my body to the actors