Having an ED and anxiety is really fun. I keep convincing myself that I've had lapses in my memory where I consume a shit ton of food and leave no evidence of it behind as if that makes any sense.
@niccjagger I don't have a very good reaction to Vyvanse unfortunately. Usually my doctor will prescribe me like fifteen short release of my Adderall on top of my usual monthly long release dosage for busy days but I'm seeing a new prescriber so I have to wait until my next appointment
I'm tired and my body hurts and my head hurts and I'm filled with an overwhelming sense of dread and doom that only comes to me directly before the severe depression so really I'm gonna have a fantastic week
I already know what I'm going to break my fast with on Thursday evening and I'm really excited for it. Friday is my birthday so I'll probably have to go out with family both that Friday and Saturday but I'm trying not to think too hard about it
Thinking about doing that OMAD October thing but very loosely because I have way too much shit going on in October. Maybe following it on the weekdays and then doing some fasts here and there. Idk, I've got a birthday and two parties in October. (╥﹏╥)
@sk1nnik1tty I don't necessarily forget, but it makes my appetite non-existent and even affects the flavour of food to make me not want to eat because everything tastes like shit