had a depressing thought in the shower... ive never been anyone's best friend
ive had best friends but they've always had someone who was there best friend and it was never me
its still crazy to me that the 2026 calendar is an exact copy of the 2009 calendar down to each day of the week on each date matching and this year is the year dnp decided to come out publicly. this is the year they are redoing their first year again
fuck sake why the fuck did i have 4 double vodkas last night... my head is fucking pounding and im at work tonight
will probably do it again but not any time soon that's for sure
turns out he said this bc he knew i was an outcast
not in a mean way but in a he was an outcast and recognised me in himself way and didnt want me to feel excluded
i love him so much
just remembered that my mate told me he said he wouldnt go on nights out without me
we weren't that close when he said that to others btw
i love him so much... we do have the same fashion sense tho bc we're currently in basically the same fit
one of my friends told another friend that im boring on a night out... like i dont even care that i got called boring, im annoyed that i wasnt told it to my face (and i don't even know which "friend" it was... although i have my suspicions)
just remembered that my mate told me he said he wouldnt go on nights out without me
we weren't that close when he said that to others btw
i love him so much... we do have the same fashion sense tho bc we're currently in basically the same fit
i know its been done before and will continue to be done but im going as thorn from the hex girls (the red one) for halloween... i found a dress that can work but i dont have anything for the red sleevey bits
why is this my best makeup look yet... and its currently being wasted bc its nearly 4am and im in my bedroom
gonna try and remake this makeup look later when i actually go out