NO BLOOD OMG YAY!!! STOPPP BUT I BARFED IN MY TACO BELL BAG AND OFC IT BROKE THE BITTON OF IT WHAT WAS I THJNKING. AND THEN MY CAR STARTED HONKING AT ME CUS I LOCKED IT WITHOUT A KEY. XUGG
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got the taco bell and am purging it. im scared i will see blood. so im purging with car off lights off everything off and will look after. also pirging makes me feel horrible my heart hurts so much like physically
ok gonna poop then its time to hit the gym . LOWKEY THINKING ABOUT GETTING TACOBELL TO PURGE AFTER TBH but the blood ive experienced purging has been scary
@bunnyanomaly ME TOO!!!!!!! it happens every single time i purge now. its not a lot but it kind of scares me especially since im not purging with sharp nails or anything like that and not straining too much.
i wake up, a weigh. i pee, i weigh. i drink, i weigh. i eat, i weigh. i shit, i weigh. i purge, i weigh. i look at food, i weigh. i fucking BREATHE, and i WEIGH
in the middle of purging mac and cheese . dude does anyone elses like heart and back area hurt when u get deep into a purge like almost finished. it scares me i feel like ill puke blood
i havent self harmed in so long. i want to lowkey. seeing everyones huge styros on here is making me lowk #needthat . but unfortunately my boyfriend(sees every single inch of me, all the time)would fucking SHIT. esp since he made me promise no more over and over in a walgreens.
ppl say this shit and make up lies like "starving/puking(before 30mins) will just make you gain weight" just so people wont do it. it DOES infact make you lose weight. probably. i cant prove it.
purging seriously isnt for the weak. i ate fucking box dinner alfredo with nasty ahh chicken then made a nasty mug cake. the puke tastes like an awful combo of both things. its so bad.