idk if ill ever be brave enough to do it
and if i dont
i will suffer a dissapointment too big enough to measure
it will mean
all this suffering, all of this ignorance, amounted up to nothing
to a huge pile of emptiness
When I'm doing something like drinking coke, I decide to pull up my phone and read the Wikipedia article for "coke" as I'm drinking coke. I do this with basically everything I happen to be doing at the moment.