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living each day with hope to get better

[Avril Lavigne @AvrilLavigne]

Seeing lots of requests for Tomorrow and Who Knows. Rest of the top 5 includes Fall to Pieces, Everybody Hurts and Nobody's Home #ALTourRio

[em @pleasentlyemo]

i wanna fast all day tomorrow but i have volleyball. ill end up fainting or some shit and make a big deal fuuuck.

[em @pleasentlyemo]

ugh i ate like an obese cow today.

[em @pleasentlyemo]

Didn't eat anything horrible today. Had a montreal smoked meat sandwich for supper though

[em @pleasentlyemo]

but i know no other way to lose weight than to starve

[em @pleasentlyemo]

its a damn war every time that food comes around. i know i cant let myself get malnourished because i want kids someday.

[em @pleasentlyemo]

i cant stand not knowing how much o weigh. i need to know every single day.

[em @pleasentlyemo]

we're starting the mental illness unit in health again. *hides*

[em @pleasentlyemo]

PROBABLY MORE.

[em @pleasentlyemo]

WHY AM I SHAKY, MY FATASS ATE HALF A BAG OF CHIPS.

[em @pleasentlyemo]

i ate cheese and little fruit nuggets for lunch cause i wasnt even hungry. i had to go and ruin my day by eating chips tonight.

[em @pleasentlyemo]

0 days clean and a fresh hate for my body..

[em @pleasentlyemo]

i should do this

[em @pleasentlyemo]

pre-volleyball smoothie 👌

[em @pleasentlyemo]

but i dont have a scale to weight myself on anymore i need to buy one :(

[em @pleasentlyemo]

im not going to the regular appointments anymore...this is weird and kinda scary

[em @pleasentlyemo]

now 129 wow i just got hope from being in the 120's