Miggy

edtwt/vent ☆ aroace ☆ pro recovery ☆ cw big and round ☆ gw 120 ☆ ugw 80 ☆ ednos ☆ vent account mostly

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^_−☆⇒ Unpinning when im not overweight/obese ☆

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I failed my uni class i cant even join the military because of my cuts i am going to have to give up

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Ive been cutting again and theyre all cat scratched but i feel so alone and dumb i dont think ill be here for much longer everything is so terrible to me

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I havent genuinely cut in so long i hate myself wth i mafe myself hate myself

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I feel paranoid im scared im so scared i feel like everyones going to leave me i have one week left of school and i believe this?? I going to ruin my summer what is wrong witj me

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I cant deal with it i keep thinking that oh im fine again im not borderline or nothing im dramatic when the phase of crazy is gone but is that not what it is it just tricks me i want to be diagnosed but dont want to he fixed im such a creep and disgusting person

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Im talking to a guy rn and then i get the thought that ill always yearn to be with a woman if i do stay with a man 🙁 am i only into girls im just i dont know im aroace but its always “if it happens” but im starting to doubt

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DID ANYONE ON SHTWT TRY ENLISTING WITH SCARS i dont think i can get a military commission because of obvious self harm scars 😭

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Sh is so performative like gang whats wrong with you THIS IS AIMED AT ME SPECIFICALLY SHHHH

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My scars arent visible (theyre on my shoulders) and honestly it just makes me want to get atleast a few on my arms like what is wrong with me

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I actually stopped using lax for a bit and am managing to go to the toilet normal holy shit 💔💔

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Why have i genuinely been spiraling since december and it feels like no one notices or cares its so attention seeking cor me to think it but no one cares if im not around

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Are laxatives actually helping in the SLIGHTEST or is this ed going to kill me

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@Jazzmin3_Jad3 100 to freezing cold 🥀

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My friend without an ed scares me so bad like i worry for them sm 🙁 but omffggg they trigger me so much 😭

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I am so hungry but i ate fries and rolls from Texas Roadhouse 😭 such calorie dense foods

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I got hit on while sick and crusty 😭

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When my friend says he feels fat after i eat i just throw up

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I want to fast but i alwaye wany a snack i ate a better meal today so maybe i can try tomorrow i wouldnt be home either so avoids it a little

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Wait lowkey why funyuns low cal compared to other hot chip…

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My friends extreme deficit is 2000 while mine was 800 🫩 6 foot tall man vs 5 foot tall female 🥀