Ive been cutting again and theyre all cat scratched but i feel so alone and dumb i dont think ill be here for much longer everything is so terrible to me
I feel paranoid im scared im so scared i feel like everyones going to leave me i have one week left of school and i believe this?? I going to ruin my summer what is wrong witj me
I cant deal with it i keep thinking that oh im fine again im not borderline or nothing im dramatic when the phase of crazy is gone but is that not what it is it just tricks me i want to be diagnosed but dont want to he fixed im such a creep and disgusting person
Im talking to a guy rn and then i get the thought that ill always yearn to be with a woman if i do stay with a man 🙁 am i only into girls im just i dont know im aroace but its always “if it happens” but im starting to doubt
Why have i genuinely been spiraling since december and it feels like no one notices or cares its so attention seeking cor me to think it but no one cares if im not around