If loving me felt difficult and draining, I am truly sorry for the extra weight I added to your life. I recognize that I am not the easiest person to hold, nor am I simple to understand. I deeply regret all the moments when I made things harder for you. I am full of flaws and inner contradictions.
I am sorry for the times I tested your patience, for the stress I caused, and for the exhaustion I brought into your days. Please know that I never intended to cause any of it. Still, I hope you can see the love I was trying to offer you. I am sorry if loving me ever felt like a heavy burden. Even through all the difficult moments, I cherished every bit of love you gave me, and I will always be endlessly grateful for you.
Back to normal. No updates. No late-night calls. No favorite notification to look forward to. Just silence, memories, and the slow process of learning how to live without what once felt like home.