no one tells you about the grocery store obsession you get from being disordered.. like my idea of fun is literally just walking around all day reading all the nutrition labels and ingredients in all the foods lmao
Which would be like 200-300 cals or like a corn dog thing which would be way more or drinks which look really high cal too ugh idk what to do im just gonna tell her im not hungry and get one thing which do u guys think is the safest choice 😭
Bro I’ve been fasting all day to omad a healthy low cal dinner and my new roommate just asked me to go to mochinut w her and I said yes bc I’m trying to become good friends w her and I don’t want to miss out but I just googled calorie estimates the only options seem to be a donut
I have never liked peanut butter in my life so I haven’t had it since I was a kid and so many replies are like I never lied pb as a kid and I liked it after I developed an ed so now I’m determined to never try it again in case that happens to me😭
@matcharexia SAMEEE OMG I’m only 5’7 so I’m not even that tall but I don’t even need a guy that’s 6’ literally as long as he’s like a couple inches taller than me that’s fine but it’s hard to even find that bc they’re all w short girls istg😭😭
And also like bc I could never like talk about my actual like fear foods and foods I love / stuff I binge on to people so being able to talk about a different food that doesn’t have control over me helps I think in a weird way idk if this makes like no sense😭
does anyone else have this weird thing where you have certain food(s) that you like “pretend” to friends and family youre like obsessed w even tho u don’t even care for it? I’ve been doing this for so long like almost subconsciously with certain foods I think part of it is like
having a food that you can like freely openly talk about loving and obsessing over but then u don’t have to deal w like the fears of like ppl buying it for u and u eating it or binging it bc since like I don’t actually like this stuff I won’t care to eat it