OK, fine, I’ll be the skunk at this picnic.
1) VADM Perry (US O9/NATO OF-8) is a submarine officer. Why, in the middle of the day in his office in Norfolk is he receiving a high profile guest while wearing <checks notes> a flight suit?
2) His guest, the First Sea Lord (US O10/NATO OF-9), is not only his guest, he is of higher rank and is wearing the equivalent of working khaki uniform.
3) This <series of incredibly disrespectful words> habit of finding the lowest acceptable work attire and going two steps below this is, at best insultingly patronizing, at worst lazy.
4) I’m sorry, but this is, in a word, unacceptable.
I've used five different psychedelics for depression over the last decade. Here's what each one actually feels like:
DMT
What the fuck. Being human is something special and inexplicable. Hyperspace feels like home but looks like an alien spaceship.
↳ Relief lasts 4-6 weeks. Integration is the real work.
Psilocybin
My problems are kinda silly. Being alive is beautiful. The world we experience is magic.
↳ Relief lasts 4-12 weeks, longer with integration.
LSD
Like a mushroom trip but you want to go DO things. Acid outside with your friends makes you feel like a kid on a field trip.
↳ Relief comparable to psilocybin. Best for people who want to move, not sit.
Ketamine (a dissociative)
I'm a meat robot. Way less thinking. Depression isn't treated consciously -- it just lifts.
↳ Relief lasts 2-4 weeks. Less durable than classic psychedelics.
Ayahuasca
I don't hate myself. I love myself. Shamans are magicians and plants are healers.
↳ Ended my suicidal ideation. Permanently. Symptoms gone for months.
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These substances work.
That is not the problem.
The problem is preparation and integration.
Psychedelic healing requires a container our culture doesn't have.
So you have to build it yourself.
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I've dealt with depression for over a decade.
The most transformative experiences weren't the highest doses or the most exotic compounds.
They were the ones I prepared for.
Where I trusted the people I was with.
Understood what I was taking.
And had a space where nothing could pull me out.
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I've sat with close friends, family, partners, shamans, strangers, and alone.
The substance mattered less than the preparation.
Every single time.
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I don't know where I'd be without these experiences.
I know where I was headed.
If you're in that place -- this works.
It's not easy.
It's not casual.
And no one's going to hand it to you.
But it saved my life.
Do the research.