This is a good example of making a productive desk space. Notice the hardwood desk, a reading corner, abundance of paper and natural light. You don't need a 3000$ mesh chair and a standing desk. You need a space that you want to be in.
Ppl do be asking why you not in a relationship like it’s a drivers license or something ..man you know how many things have to align for a relationship to happen lol
This is free advice from an expensive psychologist. If you’re an anxious person, do everything for fun. Go to a job interview for fun. Submit documents for fun. Start a blog for fun. Anxiety feeds on importance. Don’t make everything a matter of life and death.