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[ian @pnkshft]

need to put my brain in a little cardboard box and shake it around

[ian @pnkshft]

someone just tell me to kill myself already

[alex turntine @turntineforwhat]

therapy isn't enough, I need to Forget

[Crow @moidbeater67]

actively self harming myself by staying alive

[ian @pnkshft]

i need to die

[ian @pnkshft]

i never feel good enough idk what i have to do

[ian @pnkshft]

waking up and immediately spiraling the last 3 days 🫩

[ian @pnkshft]

:(

[ian @pnkshft]

why do i get jealous and scared over nothing all of the time

[ian @pnkshft]

i feel like a nutjob why cant i just be normal

[ian @pnkshft]

cant get myself to do anything today

[ian @pnkshft]

what the fuck ever idec

[ian @pnkshft]

i like thay all the hang outs r happening when im out of town it doesnt make me upset at all!!!!!!!

[ian @pnkshft]

no ots okay the getting less than 4/5 hours of sleep every night for the past week isnt affecting me at all and i know i wont sleep any more than that until next week and it makes me feel so fucking awesome

[ian @pnkshft]

#feelinguglyandstupid

[ian @pnkshft]

cried for 2 hours in my bfs bed while he slept ln, have cried like five fucking times today and my family has simply acted like they couldnt tell while looking at me actively wiping tears away its all i fucking do and everyones sick of it

[ian @pnkshft]

all i ever do is fucking cry it is pathetic and embarrassing and idk how to stop ot