might as well do another intro since it's been a while
edtwt
22 y/o
she/her
hw: 165 lbs
cw: 159 lbs
lw: 115 lbs
ugw: 95 lbs
like for a follow (under 18 dni) !
idk how to connect with other ppl in a normal way i often feel like the odd one out especially with ppl my age & never feel Included every social situation feels like a humiliation ritual in a way & the more it happens the less i want to put myself out there & the more alone i am
i don’t feel qualified to be a person everything is exhausting it seems to take me a thousand times the effort to do mundane tasks others have no trouble with i dread going to sleep bc i dread waking up & every day is the same. it appears i have no interest in being human
oh no i feel bad. think im gonna isolate myself and ghost the few ppl who reach out to me and decompose in my bed and neglect my health and sleep my life away and mindlessly consume media so i dont have the capacity to think and feel. this will Surely make me feel better