valentine🍧

nobody wants the recipe to ur mom's peach cobbler bitch/ shed gw:120 / spam diary account I think idfk/ izukupilled

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

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꒰ #moothunt #promotwt #edrtwt #shedtwt ꒱
⊹ she/her ⊹ 20!
⊹ artist
⊹ severely izukupilled
I just yap most of the time and complain
(!!not new!!)
♡ / ↻ to be mutuals ⊹₊

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

How I feel restricting on my period and having one metab day and I still haven't gotten back down the the weight I was before my period started 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Ate something else and it's not even worth it my stomach hurts rn

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

When im actually binging extra hard rn cuz I just weighed myself after restricting again and I'm a pound and a half heavier when I know for a fact the food weight did not weight that at all I'm so fucking mad fml

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Im craving food I've never craved before while starving bro stfuuu 😭

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Ate a salad for lunch w chicken and a lindor chocolate bar for my sweet treat ^^ I'm gonna kill myself

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Bitches at work really pissing me off omfg, bitch go act like you in charge and rude to someone else cuz I will absolutely not hide my face showing disgust in your attitude, go act dismissive and rude to someone else cuz lord know I am not the one today hoe

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

@ainyan_x I straight up thought it was thee Sheldon lee cooper on the kinder bars hello

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Maybe I just have an anxiety disorder, I'm hoping that's the case just cuz I'm not super good at rationalizing things that give me anxiety, idk wtf is going on with me

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Ive been having random moments where I question my reality around me, getting minutes of anxiety, I stare up at things and question if I'm the one looking at it or if I'm spectating, I don't know wtf is happening, I had this at 17 way more intensely I think it's coming back

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

But I don't even know where to start I just sit and daydream about being admitted I feel like a sick person for thinking of doing that when other people are getting admitted for more serious things, daydreaming about oding so I'll get help isn't something I wanna do anymore

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

I think I've come to terms with the fact I'll be something lower than a nobody in life

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Thinks mmmm

[𝓂adz 🪽 @pwiercer]

#alctwt

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

I have the bright idea of fasting today muehehehahah

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

I should get another piercing my tongue pier isn't enough anymore

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

My last year being depressed is when I turn 23, i got another 3 good years out of me before #they wring me dry

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Listening to loud music starving and going crazy I'm so back

[valentine🍧 @polarrrpop]

Who want me