@v4ticancame0s no he said he wants to focus on work and shit. ego so big i didn't even consider the possibility of getting rejected btw... just went ahead and did it because i thought why would he say no??? i did NOT factor in the fact that we barely knew each other π oops.
sometimes you just have to give into the impulse of asking a boy out over text and then get rejected so you can experience embarrassment in its full glory like god intended
haven't had much energy to mask proficiently lately so i've been talking to myself in public a lot and i only realise it when i catch someone staring at me π₯