chanelle 🍓 (0/3)

౨ৎ ⠀oh no !! the bed demons got me !! #bak2fat⠀

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

january goals !!;.𖥔 ݁ ˖

<daily goals3
-5k steps
-2,5L water
-1,400kcal limit
-2 weigh ins
-fast 12hrs
-clean eating!!!

<weekly goals3
-4 workouts minimum, or at least treadmill
-lose 1kg
-1 pilates class
-clean eating!!!
-extra cals ONLY when drinking
-log in everyday!

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

overate two days straight yayyy

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

maths is like the most fun part of anorexia

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

im actually proud of myself for losing 3kg since jan instead of gaining more fuck ass weight

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

i actually can’t deal with this anymore

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

ate today lowk so i will be killing myself

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

ana to mia to bed… could 2025 suck my dick

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

logging in january as #relapsed and 61.6kg YIKES! goal for this month is 58.5kg

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

@rkiirene moot me queen??!!

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

edtwt i fw u lightly

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

@tinylovergirl omg matchy matchy almost

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

my mom found out im purging

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

i remember how insane i was last year and now im on 2 types of pills that i feel are not even helping and 10 times more insane

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

@elvira_strv im not promising u texting everyday (dinw panellinies) BUT SURELY

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

i wanted to see myself if the rumors are true.

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

the day of my 17th birthday
i died, and i died in so many ways that you couldn’t even tell. i died because of her calls, because of your lies, because of everything that is wrong with me, with her, with you, with my heart. a month later, i died again.

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

it always is anyway. i wouldn’t bother looking into it more, either way the result is always death. constant pain and suffering and death but it seems nothing will be proven as inherently wrong with me until i actually die. that’s why i did it on my 17th birthday, right?

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

@bmiaespa no fr but its for the opposite reason 😭 im incredibly skinnyfat so at bmi 17s i looked like a very skinny fat person if that makes sense

[chanelle 🍓 (0/3) @porrcwlain]

@sulfuxide i do but at what cost (it’s because i am at the heaviest age)