HiVPos

I'm HIV positive. I create this account so that I can express my emotions.

VL: Undetectable CD4:771

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You think by having a Snapchat account is a red flag? Haha 😅

[HiVPos @pos_hi]

Why do I feel like no one is gonna accept me anymore 😭

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Second time someone stop dating me once they know about my status. This is too depressing 😞

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Here I am again, questioning my self worth. After 4 years trying to be happy.
will I be better if I stay single?
But I miss the feeling of being loved tho 😖

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I just confessed to the person I am dating that I am HIV positive and he think he can't see himself dating me anymore. And I understand him, but it freaking hurts 😖😭😭😭

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@PozZaidon Haha, dyosko lord for 6 months bugbug sa trabaho walang ipon, ubos lahat sa bills. Wala na ngang time maglandi 😩 haha

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Pwedi maging prostitute dito? Haha. Hirap ng buhay international student daming bayarin 😂

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You have knowledge or know? You know get to know each other for a bit then if you decide that you guys wants the same thing “to be in a relationship or you just want pure fun, or whatever”. I don’t know, what are your thoughts guys?
#aussie
#Australia
#asianinaustralia

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By the way I’m just sharing this cuz I want to share my thoughts and feelings towards how dating works here in Australia. For about 6 months staying here I quite find dating hard, cuz I don’t maybe not all but most of them wants to have sex during their first date and …

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I don’t know maybe it’s the environment where I grew up, why I’m like this. Or I’m just really behind the trend and I should face the reality that, this is how things work now and I should adapt to it? It’s not like I don’t like sex, but isn’t better to have sex with someone…

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@AlterForTaken @PozZaidon Same tayo, i did my research on you know the restrictions on internet. Though it says that they might asked you to do the hiv test, but during my application walang ganon. Pm moko for more details para maiwasan mo ma stress. I’ll tell you about my experience.

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@JxsonPlus @PozZaidon Yes kasi they do random checks so baka lang na isa ka sa ma check then they’ll see that you didn’t declare it, then they might interrogate you. Then the interrogation might be very stressful for you, especially pag hindi ka comfortable sharing your status to strangers.

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@JxsonPlus @PozZaidon Sir regarding about working I don’t know sa visa conditions mo. But if you’re asking if it’s okay to us, hiv+, definitely YES. They don’t discriminate and people here are knowledgeable about it. So dependi poyan sa visa conditions nyo po kung pwedi ka mag work.

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@GerardoR1684 🤣🤣🤣

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Publicly I smile and laugh but privately I cry and worry a lot. Publicly I am cheerful and funny but privately I am emotionally drained. Lord please I badly need your guidance.

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@gpolymerx kaya nga eh huhu

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shifted from LTE to LTD, so far wala namang allergies. One thing I observed is sobraang horny ko, ako lang ba? 🥲

#PLHIV

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@edwardsa2320 haha hirap lalo na pag wala kang partner haha sarili2x ka nalang haha

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@MatesPoz haha, hiraap pigilan kahit minsan nasa public ako 🤣