hey yall- shameless puppy beg time, as low key i got served eviction papers again the morning after i started getting out of survival mode again 🫠
i’m not gonna lie, ive kinda been a bit more to myself lately because- i genuinely needed the time to process n heal. gardening has been hella therapeutic, i’ve been getting the rest i needed, and i’ve ultimately been like stepping back into myself after reclaiming my mind.
naturally, working more n posting more stuff to bank on your sex appeal or pushing yourself when you’re already healing from that would only make things worse so i’ve been tryna get by with what i’ve got and kept meaning to get housing assistance but it’s always closed by the time my neurodiverse ass wakes up
now lately i’m doin better, actually able to start livin in the now n planning towards the future again. and with this eviction n shit happening, bein my second court order this year when i legit just need to heal and am already drowning- i don’t like begging because i know legit everyone is struggling right now, we’re in weird fucking times. and the world ain’t kind to many of us.
but if any of y’all would like to help me out n throw a few bucks my way to at least help me make what i owe, i would be beyond grateful. i’ll do what i can n ask my parents too (asking for help is so hard and am luckily getting therapy) but yeah- i just wanna have a stable future i can look forward to.