Post-Yism

Outsider. Creator. Visual Journal, Mood Diary, Experiment Practice, Unconscious Thoughts. Lonewalker.

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

Travel in Russia.

#travel #travelphotography #russia

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

Travel in Russia.

#travel #travelphotography #russia

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

Travel in Russia

#travel #travelphotography

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

"Energy without grace is noise, Grace without energy is silence."

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

#quoteoftheday

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@_stainless0_ Paris & Rome for sure!!

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@Charles_Leclerc @m_franceschetti @eightsleep Sooo lovely 💖

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@Charles_Leclerc 💖

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@durov 💖

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

Complexity
Contradiction
Absurdity
Humor
Plurality
Mix-and-match
Disorder
Balance
Mockery
Offensiveness
Fluidity
dissimilation
Sharpness
Deconstruction
Contingency
Unconventional
Anti-mainstream
Anti-collective
Anti-consensus
Anti-homogeneity
Anti-centrality

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For better recording, expression, feeling, narration, and revelation.

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

persisting meaninglessly until now
has become the greatest meaning
so is this a performance art experiment in my subconscious?
giving up
for me
is not something I'm bad at

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

There are always some moments
in certain dark corners
I see myself
perhaps
it’s the truest voice in my heart
fundamentally
I have really no interest or desire for life

so why have I lived until now
why

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

Hard time now.

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

Well Long time no see here

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

Sometimes I think of myself as a soldier with revenge waiting for revenge
Sometimes as a hermit lost in the wilderness
Sometimes is an ascetic who just did nothing

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

I've endured it long enough. I'm going crazy. So much so that I was about to go back to before, nightmares, I couldn't find an outlet to vent my despair, I felt sick to her, I felt sick to my own life. How incompetent I am, still can't save myself. f*ck u the shit f*ck all

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

Having nothing to say every day, I've been trying to communicate and try to change our relationship, trying to make it healthy and warm, but I was wrong and I couldn't change a stubborn psychopath.
She and I can't communicate at all right now.

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

I grew up in a sick environment, I don't know what a healthy positive mother-child relationship looks like, I only know that if I were an orphan, I must be much more normal, healthy and happy than I am now. I just want to get out of this prison now.

[Post-Yism @post_y_lab]

I urgently need to get away from my mother as soon as possible.
She's always been sick, she's mentally ill, she just wants to control me to the death, I used to love and hate her, now I only hate.