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semi-recov ?? || 16

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idk like I see sm people much skinnier than I am I feel like yet their doctor isn’t threatening to hospitalize them???? I wanna keep losing or at least just maintain because I hold my weight so bad but I can’t they’re making me gain how do you skinny ass bitches avoid that

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Forced recovery hasn’t made me gain a lot of weight yet like lowk it’s been kinda difficult BUT ISTG I LOOK FUCKING FAT and now they’re making my mom record my weight every day until my next appointment and im still under the 1st% for weight which means I gotta gain sm still💔💔

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@ppyowna i mean yeah they’re both important and hard but it’s way more common to find someone completely dumb when it comes to math and science, even those who are better at these subjects typically do okay in at least english (history is harder than english tho imo)

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@Matthewtravis08 evb is always like “what abt xyz dems” IDC STILL RELEASE THE FILES!!! idc if they are on it, if so they should be charged too, maga d riders are trying to stop it from being released so they can continue liking smb knowing they’re likely in the wrong, that’s the difference

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@deermadz technically i am jobless but i babysit and work as my godmoms (hairdresser) assistant sometimes, also when my mom was drinking a lot and then got a dui and then broke her leg and hasn’t worked so we live off of my dads social security so my godmom gives me $20 a week for chores

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am I tripping or is this comment is weird asl like idk ????? (for context it was js a guy talking abt eating a lot at night and basically his whole page is that and ppl were relating and smb was asking abt bed and this person was saying a lot of ppl are js big not disordered)

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I might start doing simple wieiads during forced recov and documenting my gain more idk

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should i get active on here again idk i started getting fat and not counting cals anymore and i seemed like a loser bc no one interacts on this acc lowk but idk

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haven’t been active in a long time but lowk the past like month ive been in semi forced recov bc im in <1% weight of my height and went back today and IVE LIT BEEN EATING BETTER but still lost a few ounces and if i don’t gain in a week they might consider hospitalization ????

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@vansdeath I think part of it stems from ed typically means barely eating to ppl and i think they feel if they eat normal amounts you will feel like they are eating too much or judge them due to ur standards yk which tbf a lot of people do

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@llovehirano cum tastes more like it than actual dick ngl

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@s4wcn I loveee the blue one as well (i think called mermaid) for my water I use it for school everyday and my friends have said it reminds them of Kona ice/snowcone flavors

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@affoirl skinny growing up junkorexic with a lil validation seeking and a lil side of salad/fruit and trans

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@Piss_spider lowk prob won’t post it but me🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️

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@disorderedpic I feel like mom disordered don’t always see average like this not skinny, like w us it’s a scale skinny normal big etc whereas normally it’s not abt all over weight and bmi but like stomach and distribution and since she has a flat stomach and is more toned it would be skinny

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@sxmii_09 there’s alr sm comments but I NEED these tips.

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@RAGINGL3SBIAN okay I listen to x but I have liked his music for like 7 years it’s comforting and I like the variety and realness of songs don’t hate😞

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@angelkawaiix_x ik this can be hard and I don’t even know you but im sososo proud and it will be well worth it in the end, there will always be people who care about you even if it is hard to see, don’t ever stay in a situation just because you feel otherwise

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@endslqt Taco Bell bro ppl literally think of me when they get it I have Taco Bell croc charms I love Taco Bell

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@Piss_spider idk man smth abt the face or like jaw 😭😭