grenuda˄̻ ̊~

.•*.•.*157cm

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

And how worthless of me to only be concerned of how I’m presenting to men, isn’t that was all this eating disorder and stuff is based around? No control over anything, I can only be delusional.

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

God there is this girl on instagram that just makes me want to die, if I looked like this I’m sure my bf would want me 24/7

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

Ffffff so suicidal, I could never be this desirable to someone. Ugly and used that’s all he sees me as. Why can’t I be pure and deserving of love and attention

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

When ur boyfriend admits he doesn’t like how much u drink, gen shattered. I never want to touch a beer again.

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

Singular gallery dump, thinspo

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

Everything about me is undesirable

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

Yikes accidentally tweeted on the wrong account. Anywayssss, is loving someone such a battle because I don’t love myself?

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

Eesh, waking up still suicidal cuz ur fat and not as desirable as a pale skinny cool anime girl. I want to make you want me.

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

I’d rather die than not take any substance ever to ease this constant aching nausea in my soul

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

Why does my brain seem to be the only one to operate the way it does? It’s not true, duh. Why can’t someone think like me…

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

To be obsessed over is to be….never mind. An individual who is raised in the patriarchy, can they really be as in love with a woman as they say? Some comments make me feels otherwise. I know it’s not the truth. How can you look at others and get hard to them too?

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

When you feel like your dreams are coming true but something is off. Something is always off.

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

You know, I’ve come to a lot of conclusions in life. I blame the men in my life, but at what point am I at fault? Have I been ruined? Am I comparing myself to 2D girls? Will I ever be loved the way I need?

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

Can I lose 40 by halloween please

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

God why can’t I have been born with a small chest, I can’t wait to reach 100 again and get a lift honestly. The scarring would be better than the abominations hanging off of me

[grenuda˄̻ ̊~ @ppkmykzz]

@w0wthatscrazyyy Whole fam was like damn ur so ffff fat, look at all us we’re so skinny??? I was like 11 bruh

[toni @toniritual]

living in fear

[☥ @rosiesrib]

if u stay fat ur opps win btw

[B @xskinnybimbo]

wait this is such good short thinspo

[an ᨳଓ @gkvcr]

she's so tiny omfg