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I just want to be tiny

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my whole life feels like a bad dream

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how do you lose 20lb in a week

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hate myself

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this fat is suffocating me

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I feel like my binging is a form of self harm

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I would never wish this on anyone

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I hate battling with myself everyday

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my bones are suffocated by layers of fat

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fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat fat

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2000+ calories yesterday and just over 200 today my life is so exciting

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to eat or not

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hungry

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not going over 400 cals everyday this week I don't care

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I hate myself, but that's okay

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my intake today was way too much

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I will be thinner by christmas

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do you bleed for the fantasy

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I can either be sad and thin or sad and fat and I know which one I'd prefer

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I know being thin won't make me happy but it will make me happier