today is my man & Iās one year anniversaryš
there was a time when we were in no contact, separated by distance and circumstances time and time again. when we were in that position I refused to accept it as my final outcome. I lived in the end. I decided that I was going to get exactly what I wanted no matter what.I lived as if he was my boyfriend, as if we lived together, and as if we had the income we desired. 18 months ago, the entire world showed me the complete opposite. 13 months ago my manifestation slapped me in my face. 12 months ago he flew me out, made me his girlfriend & asked me to move in. 10 months ago we got our own place together & now we both have our desired income.
I had so many days when I wanted to give up āhope.ā when I was angry. sad. lonely. but I persisted in the end, in the version of me & him who were already here, doing what weāre now doing. Iāve never felt regret for persisting. Iāve only been so happy, grateful and full of love every single day since. please donāt give up on yourself or your person. it is so worth itš
!!!! heavy on the itās inevitable part. itās soooo easy to forget, with circumstances in your face & feelings that feel like theyāre sent from the pits of h3ll. trust me when I say that I GET it. but truly, no matter what, it was yours the moment you desired it. creation is already finished. heck, thereās nothing left to do other than accept that itās already yours, already inevitable.
im BIG on manifesting your sp and not giving up if they're exactly what you want. you shouldn't have to settle for someone else. you are perfectly capable of recreating your sp and experiencing your dream relationship.
SUCCESS STORY
guess who is officially a girlfriend now? literally so happy and i just wanted to share this as a reminder that manifestation is so real and persistence actually works!!!
for the past two weeks, all i did was robotically affirm and script. i just kept repeating my affirmations and writing about the relationship i wanted as if it was already mine. even on days when my mind wanted to spiral or doubt, i just kept affirming anyway.
one of the main things i scripted about was the exact dynamic i wanted with my dream partner. not just āhaving a boyfriend,ā but the way we interact, the energy between us, the way he treats me, the way i feel with him, and the kind of connection i always dreamed of having. i was very specific about the dynamic i wanted, even though parts of it are a little personal and a little spicy so i wonāt go too deep into that here hahaha!
but guess what? not only did he ask me to be his girlfriend like i had been affirming, the dynamic between us is literally exactly what i scripted. i have never met a person where the dynamic naturally feels like everything iāve always wanted before. itās honestly a little overwhelming in the best way because iām realizing i am literally getting everything i asked for and somehow even more.
before learning about manifestation, i genuinely didnāt think something like this was possible for me. i thought relationships like the one i wanted were unrealistic or something only other people experienced. but once i found manifestation and the law of assumption, i realized that if i could imagine it, i could have it. so i stopped overcomplicating things and just persisted with robotic affirmations and scripting.
now iām sitting here officially his girlfriend and it still feels a little unreal, but in the best way. this is your reminder that you donāt have to do anything complicated. you donāt have to force emotions. you donāt have to constantly check the 3d. all i did was robotically affirm and persist in having it!!!
this man texts me and calls me all day long. he checks in to make sure iām eating good and staying hydrated. he constantly reminds me how adored i am and how easy i am to love. he gives me literal princess treatment. he even bought me a $60 necklace and drives two hours just to come see me. it honestly feels unreal sometimes because this is the exact kind of care and effort i always imagined receiving!!! and here i am receiving just like i affirmed i would!
a lot can happen in 24 hours. hell, a lot can happen in 60 minutes & a LOT can happen in 60 seconds. stop telling yourself you āonlyā have x amount of time.
1. time isnāt real & 2. you have AMPLE time.
you have the infinite now moment to do with it what you please. time isnāt running out. quit that mentality.
If you say itās yours, itās yours. Start thinking from that mentality. Start acting from that too. Why would reality match if you arenāt moving / thinking / being like itās already yours? Exactly. You either have it or you donāt.
Sometimes the āepiphanyā is actually your experiencing manifestation and then realising it was infact easy the whole time , all you had to do was choose the story and stick with that story
yes your man could be with another girl rn but he could also be crying in the shower over how much he misses you. the amazing thing about not having someone in front of u 24/7 is that whatever you decide is true, HAS to be true. so silence is an opportunity to choose what u want
you're very privileged to know how to bend reality to ur will and this information has already been proven before science did. of course you can get that 6-7 figures, dream body, even your beloved ex back
If people would simply stand firm in what they want and not accept breadcrumbs, they would understand reality has to bend in their favor if they persist.
i had a bit of a reflective moment today. i realized that all the times i started to feel doubt, anxiety, etc, are all because of things i was taught to be true from an early age. and when i would start to feel unworthiness, being unloved, i would remind myself itās not because i was born that wayāi just perceived myself that way thru my childhood experiences. and then when i looked for validation outside of myself, it never came or it would come and go.
i realized i owe it to the little girl version of me to give myself the life i wanted. the love, the financial freedom, the friends, the successāeverything i want, itās up to me to decide. so whenever i start to doubt myself, i imagine my little girl self. would i tell her that maybe this isnāt working, guess we have to go back to settling for less, maybe we arenāt worthy? no i would not. you are not doing this for anyone else but yourself. you owe it to yourself to heal and realize that you have always been the dream version of yourself.