and even if i did express myself i just hate and delete. like, i am forbidden to exist. even these tweets make me feel weak and overdramatic, im probs gonna delete but also i dont want to caaaaare so much anymoree
i prohibit myself to express my struggles through my art. Like i am voiceless in my own platform :V i dont know why im so afraid of pouring myself out, i wish i could not give a shit about peoples perception for once πΉ