clairvoyance

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

The thoughts came back

I want to bleed out more and more tn

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I’m all alone.

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I have to go

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

Just kill me I can’t got through this anymore

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I should’ve just killed myself

Everyday I’m in pain and no one cares

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I tell people my insecurities and they don’t care

Like I hate when people say to open up to them. I don’t feel heard anymore

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I told people my fears and they still made them come true sure okay.

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

Life is so funny when people care ab you

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I’ll make this promise

If the friendship feels one sided then I’m cutting her off. I’m incredibly hurt rn but I can’t do one sided

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I don’t even know if I can be friends with her. It might hurt her but everyday it feels like this is what she wants

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I genuinely start to feel resentment when people want me to be happy and act like I’m okay.

It’s shows me they completely ignore me or don’t understand me

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I used to have someone to go to about this stuff but everyone either downplays my feelings, doesn’t care or doesn’t care to actually understand most of the time

It’s the shittiest feeling tbh

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

Then on top of that when I try to express myself no one gives a proper response that makes me want to continue the convo.

I feel so alone.

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

It feels so insulting to just say I’m depressed over a break up

The whole thing felt like a whole disregard of my feelings from that day and once again I don’t feel like my perspective is valued from anyone

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

Put it into perspective

I lost 2 of my best friends of 10+ years

My girlfriend of 3+ years

I’m being forced to move out and deal with everything alone

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I hate how alone I feel yet nobody understands how I feel.

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

I don’t want people to suffer but I am in agony everyday

I just want to disappear and no one notice

[clairvoyance @premiumjay7]

If she knew how much it hurts why would she put me through this type of pain.

It’s unbearable rn.

[r͛ @9lsvq]

but i wanted it to be you