tossing up between making this acc irl shareable or saying goodbye to my 6 inactive mutuals, shouldnt be near shed on main but id miss u guys... been thru the trenches together
i guess it stems from the avoidant all or nothing feeling
if i can't be good to one person in the way i want to it leads me to feel i'll be this way for everyone
i don't want to cause anymore avoidant emotional damage for those closest to me
my birthday sucked so bad noone knew me at my party when i walked through the door some methhead looked at me and said nah thats not the birthday guy we gotta go find him guys