I'm kinda... Scared he's going to go AWOL and I'll need to go back to my mom's and pick up the pieces on my own 😔 that we won't be able to get through things together because he's so unstable.
-want to start dating again (I miss sex)
-OS too old for some apps
-need new phone
-dont want to get one bc I'd have to use money from spouse
-dont want to rely on him in case things go sideways
-stay lonely:/