Be careful how many times you hurt someone who keeps choosing you. Every time they forgive you, you might think everything went back to normal. It didn’t. Something changed. Something got quieter. Something stopped trusting you as much. Eventually you’ll get the version of them you created and wonder where the person who loved you so deeply went.
If he cared, he would check on you. If he missed you, he would call. If you meant something to him, he would make sure you knew. We spend so much time overthinking someone’s silence, making excuses for their distance and trying to decode behaviour that really isn’t that complicated. When someone genuinely wants you in their life, you won’t have to constantly wonder where you stand.