Jem S. Mendoza

God/Dreamer/Dancer

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

@Espanto2001 Buti na lang ako ay sa IYO kaya okay lang yun @Espanto2001 😂💚

[aeia @badboyrepublic]

feeling okay> triggered> relapse> feeling okay again

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

I really need someone right now to save me from my fucking self. I'm tired. I'm drowning.

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

This day is just draining me too much. Myself is drowning. How can I face tomorrow knowing that it will make myself drowning deeply? Can somebody please save me from myself.

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

How can I have the energy for tomorrow if this whole day is already tiring because of
those people leaving............

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

Why does always people says goodbye? I am already traumatized to that.

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

i wanna be hugged and hugged and hugged so bad.

[zee base 🗯 @zygmaund]

always a chaos when moonbin and eunwoo team up to mess with their maknae sanha 🥺

what binnie had with his brothers is so beautiful 😭🤍

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

🥺♥️

[니키니키박☾진진 ᵔᴥᵔ @jinjinologist]

moonbin: I hope I am born as an ASTRO in my next life too.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

Until when? It feels like I am running out of time already.

[Deep Thoughts 💭 @quotetoponder]

it's ok

[aeia @badboyrepublic]

I disappear sometimes. it's my thing.

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

Bakit ganito yung pamiramdam? Kapag sumuko ako, parang lahat susuko. Kapag sumuko ako parang ang daming masasayang? Hindi ko na alam. I am stuck sa pagitan ng pagsuko at kung kaya ko pa ba ilaban o kung may ipaglalaban pa ba ako. Grabe naman ang buhay mo, nakakasawa na pagod na.

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

i'm trying, i'm really trying.

[aeia @badboyrepublic]

I'm starting to realize that maybe being by myself is actually better than surrounding myself with people who make me feel alone.

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

That's life, unfair right?

[i @macadamyaaaa]

you scared to lose people but is anyone scared to lose you?

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

self comfort is not easy>>>

[Feelings ღ @anxietymsgs]

i hate when i can’t explain the shit i feel

[Jem S. Mendoza @PrettyMeji]

11:52 am but still gising pa din ako 🙂 Grabe ka naman talaga.