This year is whatever I feel and whatever my mood is at the time. Don’t have no expectations or say what I would or wouldn’t do cause I’m just doing whatever I feel at the moment. That’s how I’m living.
2023 has been one of the worst years. I’m unsatisfied and unhappy with the way this year turned out. A few good things that I’m proud of but the bad outweighed the good this year. But I’m ending this year off preparing for 2024 which will be one of the best years of my life. This shit about to get crazy!!!
🤦🏽♀️🥴 I DON'T LIKE when ppl try to make it seem like you the bad person in situations when it really be the other way around.. especially when you’re a genuine person.. they won’t ever speak on how they treated you or what caused you to draw away from them. they wont speak on all the things you tolerated yet remained SOLID good ppl get tired of being good to unappreciative ppl.. it’s draining
I’m someone who’s stimulated off emotional depth. I want to feel everything. Heart always on my sleeve. My softness defines me. I’m a sucker for intimacy through raw connection. I treasure the bonds that witnessed my soul.
You ever have them silent moments with yourself when you just like I GOTTA GET MY LIFE TOGETHER! I don’t like the way things going and I gotta do some bout it! That’s that conversation that’s gone LEVEL you up that’s that conversation that’s gone separate you from everybody else!
this is my season of showing up for myself. I’m willing to do more than I’ve ever been willing to do to get better. even if I don’t have any help, any shortcuts, any support. imma just show up for me like I’m all I got!!
ima be so traditional when i start my family ! sunday dinners, praying together, barbecues, holidays at my house, family reunions, traveling. i just want to make money and be happy with my lil family.
Right now I can’t AFFORD anymore situations in my life that bring out the worst in me. It’s exhausting & requires too much for me to recover from. I need calmness and peace in my life. Anything outside of that I don’t have the capacity for.