⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨ edtwt, new intro ୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆
hiii i’m rue!! ˙ᵕ˙
❀ she/her, 21, an-b/p
✿ arab & muslim, pro recovery
here to vent, not encouraging anyone
— dnf: non edtwt, 17-, pro ed, zionists, racists, weirdos
❁ strawpage: https://t.co/Ywo9sOg1F4
♡︎ or ↻ to be moots!
lol if it worked i would’ve been d34d for 5 years today. crazy shit fr ugh i hate that i’m depressed again cuz i’m trying to think of positive shit but i’m failing like yeah i kinda wish it worked idk
ok i hate both but summer is NOT any worse than winter 😭😭😭 both suck ass here esp if it’s not a coastal city (& when it’s coastal u also deal w humidity so u never win ig)
it sucks the older i get apparently the UGLIER (cuz fatter) i get…
i can’t stay like this i HAVE to lose 5kg minimum to start looking barely acceptable
and this just so coincidentally happens to be my 111th day free of sh,, not that i strictly try not to sh but i just don’t do it as much anymore
what on odd thing tho!!
ugh i so badly wanna cut myself n idek why nothing in particular happened n it’s been so long since i cut myself irdk why i feel this way. maybe bcz of my scars they’re not as out there as they used to be and it’s been triggering me they’re essential they’re important to me
ugh i so badly wanna cut myself n idek why nothing in particular happened n it’s been so long since i cut myself irdk why i feel this way. maybe bcz of my scars they’re not as out there as they used to be and it’s been triggering me they’re essential they’re important to me
what do u guys do on summer vacation if u dont travel anywhere? im sick of taking a summer semester every summer so i dont go insane 😭
having nth ahead of me makes me fall back into bulimia traps n makes my depression worse
(cant get a job either, not qualified in anything yet)